I got a facebook.

Yeah. This was like, 4 weeks ago, but, I don't care much for journals anymore. I just felt like making one now because I was bored.

Anyways, I'm feeling like, happy, but, apathetic, it's weird, like, I feel really happy and really like, weird at the same time, it's an odd feeling, where i just have this really happy feeling in my heart, but, I don't know where it's coming from because also somewhere in the pit of my stomach I have worry.

All in all it kinda combines and then it's a weird feeling. Cool feeling, but, weird.

Okay, well, as some of you know, I've had to take several tests recently, blood tests among other things, and, to be quite honest, I have no idea (and neither do the docs) what's wrong with me. I've been ordered to keep a journal of what I eat at all times and when I have "body pains" (headaches, etc.) so they can try to figure it out.

Before when I went they just said I was developing athsma, had an overload of protein in my system, and had incredibly low blood pressure because of my size, and that when I did physical activity (running XC) that it was putting a strain on my system because I'm "small" (Oh I BEG to differ.). Anyways, I digress...

So now, well, last weekend, I had to have 7 vials of blood taken out for more tests to be done, and I'm having a 4th test for something else because apparently there's an abnormal amount of white blood cells in my body and they think that there MAY be an infection somewhere (no DUH, now can someone just tell me where it IS?!?!?) so, I have that going on too.

Basically my body is falling apart and no one knows what's wrong. I'm just glad that what I've been feeling is legitimate, you know? That I'm not crazy, that something really IS wrong, it kinda gives me a peace of mind.

Anyway,s on to other things. I have a lover now people. Yes I know, you're jealous. No, seriously, jk. My friend.....let's call him "Petrone" has an obsession with thinking that my friend.....let's call him "CJ" are going to go out. WHICH IS TOTALLY NASTY.

He is SO not my type, I mean really, for those of you who have SEEN my type, it's not even FUNNY. It's just WRONG.

But, I play along because it's fun to freak CJ out. lol. He's fun to scare.

Anyway,s petrone is obsessed with teasing me about who I like and finding OUT who I like which is like, GAH, because I LIKE NO ONE. (four words I NEVER thought I'd have to say) There is this one guy who I think is kidna cute though (mostly because he's just really funny and nice, so yeah) and both CJ and Tyler and all them people are like "You have GOT to be crazy."

I AM NOT. _much.....

Also my ex and I are on good terms and we talked for like an hour on sunday which scared me at first when he called but I was like, "Cool." so, I guess that's pretty good. Also, he has matured alot so he's very excellent now. His birthday is in like, 2 weeks, which is exciting, though his age is not. It's kidna scary actually...how old he is...yeah

There is more I would like to talk about like how school is going and junk but I have to get up at 5 tomorrow morning and go south to get crushed by people smarter then me, so, I'll just wait until later.

P.S. I love english.